and, i wonder why it's really easy for me to start laughing with you.
You can say i'm picky.
No i'm not, my heart yes.
When first heart impression didn't feel well
I choose to walk away,
Build my wonderwall, make sure you won't come in
or at least show you bitter smile rather than a warm jokes.
I wonder why it's too hard for me to start conversation with you.
and, i wonder why it's really easy for me to start laughing with you.
But when hearts say yes,
I'm gonna stay no matter what.
Don't ask me why
Before, i was okay or maybe i'm pretend to.
I wonder why it's really hard for me to smile when i'm mad
and, i wonder why it's too easy laugh when i'm sad
You may found me weird, hard, or whatever you can say.
And i wonder why it's really hard for me to stay
when you asking me to leave.
And it's easy to pretend that it was okay to leave
even my hearts doesn't even move,
at all..
i just don't feel right to stay when someone else want me to leave.
It gonna be easier to pretend that i'm leaving when you wish for it, though i'm not.
